My Guy.

Oh my goodness I leave in about 31 hours and I already miss Benjamin:(  I knew it would come and I know its going to stay with me all 10 days I am there but I know deep down that if he were to enough understand he would totally understand and support me. 

Its kinda like when I went back to work after he was born the night before I cried, cried myself to sleep, cried all the way to work, and was pulled off the floor a few times I cry.....but the second day wasn't as bad, the third day....well you get it.  This isn't any better....

Right now in this moment he is singing and trying to juggle.....

Oh my goodness how one little boy makes me smile, melts my heart and someone who taught me all about unconditional TRUE love............he is in WONDERFUL hands as my mom is going to keep him, but I am going to MISS him like crazy!!!!!!!!!!!